Post by Todd Herzog on Jul 10, 2012 13:38:45 GMT -4
This whole situation is the kind of thing that sucks absolute monkey balls. I mess up the time thing on the Immunity Challenge so Brenda wins which, while nice that one of my alliance-mates is going to be safe for the round, means I'm in a hell of a lot of danger. I'm in that weird situation where you hear a lot of things, but at the same time you're not really getting told anything. For some random as hell reason, Kim said she thinks she's going home, Jamie said the vote might split between Jenna and myself, and Stephanie said I'm in danger, but she's trying to swing it. Shii Ann's apparently gone absolutely apeshit and said a lot of shit, named me as a threat IN TRIBAL COUNCIL, lied about Jamie offering an alliance, called out Erinn, tried to pass around shit about Idols and generally has Brenda, Jenna, and myself freaked the hell out over her insanity.
Stephanie slipped a bit into her Private Message about "just do what you need to in order to survive", which could well be baiting me into trying to use whatever idol I may have. On the other hand, it's possible she really is looking out for me and trying to warn me about stuff to try and get us to work together later. Of course, since I suspect she's the one leading her tribe, there's a pretty low possibility of that actually being the case. I could take a risk on things and just not play an Idol on the guess that things would be so scattered that I wouldn't get the majority of the votes and that Stephanie would actually be telling the truth. That would make Courtney go home by 4 votes to...whatever the hell the other votes get spread around as.
The thing about that is since I have 2 Idols, I'd not only be taking a risk for myself, but a risk for Brenda and Jenna too since it would cut them off from an Idol if I left. However, it might be beneficial in the long run to try and show Stephanie that I do trust her, even if I shouldn't so that she'd feel less threatened by me. When all's said and done though, it might just be better to bitch about wasting an Idol in the Jury Lounge if I wind up there, than feeling like an idiot for going out with 2 in the pre-jury hell.
Stephanie slipped a bit into her Private Message about "just do what you need to in order to survive", which could well be baiting me into trying to use whatever idol I may have. On the other hand, it's possible she really is looking out for me and trying to warn me about stuff to try and get us to work together later. Of course, since I suspect she's the one leading her tribe, there's a pretty low possibility of that actually being the case. I could take a risk on things and just not play an Idol on the guess that things would be so scattered that I wouldn't get the majority of the votes and that Stephanie would actually be telling the truth. That would make Courtney go home by 4 votes to...whatever the hell the other votes get spread around as.
The thing about that is since I have 2 Idols, I'd not only be taking a risk for myself, but a risk for Brenda and Jenna too since it would cut them off from an Idol if I left. However, it might be beneficial in the long run to try and show Stephanie that I do trust her, even if I shouldn't so that she'd feel less threatened by me. When all's said and done though, it might just be better to bitch about wasting an Idol in the Jury Lounge if I wind up there, than feeling like an idiot for going out with 2 in the pre-jury hell.
